Walking Awake

Walking Awake

Thursday, 31 May 2012

I awoke in 1999. It was this shift in conscious perspective that was complete in it's own embodied understanding, a knowing  of absolute via a non identified awareness. There was a seeing that just was without any identity structure to interfer with an orientation for there was no one seeing, there just was seeing.

Seeing from the absolute, I came to know that as consciousness, I was of the absolute as expression, and it was the absolute movement that flowed through the awareness. As it was written, I am in the Father, and the Father is in me, I came to know that as formless consciousness, there was a complete imitation of truth , a merging with the one that I as naked awareness was of, and through that embodied consciousness came the movement of that, that is absolute and perfect, a seeing that administerd the essence of grace, pressense.

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Seeing into what is- from as is. This movement of seeing has it's origin within the eternal true movement that was, is, and shall ever be. This eternal movement is  gracious true non causal that changes the outerforms to that of the true expression to give of a true meaning.This integration is the play of consciousness coming to that truth in all form, inner and outer, merging, with no self orientation apart from that that is absolute.The empy nonidentified flow of consciousness  administers the goodness of innermost essense.

Monday, 28 May 2012

Truth by no system of thought resinant induced justice and mercy by that of the absalute. Seeing from a way of being by that, that has been freely given and not got. See naked as emptiness does by its submission to the deepest and beyond thought reality of that that is.
I talk of a reality that gives of it a true movement via an empty consciousness that is non-identified. The I that speaks of this is a knowing  that is given, and not acquired. what is got, is memory, but what is known and reflected, is reality.

Sunday, 27 May 2012

The absalute, the expression and the true movement. The Absalute is the ground of all being that all creation comes from. It is the Ultimate prime mover and reality that cannot be understood by the manipulation of form.

The expression is the first embodiment of this ground of being, an expression we call consciousness, a formless consciousness that Knows the Absolute, formless imitation of the likeness and quality of Truth.

The ground of being comes through the expression, and it is this sacred movement that we call the true movement of essence, love, intimacy. The expression, Consciousness becomes the channel for the true movement, essense of being.

Saturday, 26 May 2012

To understand is to connect by love, not by a system of thought. Only consciousness in it's attachment to form, can it come to know without using the outer system of expression that, that is deeper than form. Beneath form is the non-identified consciousness that knows truth by it's merging and imitation. The likeness of truth is love. Outer systems of expression can reflect but not understand love.
Negotiating form without compromising the formless conciousness that you are. Seeing beomes the true movement through forms memory, a flow of clean consciousness that is honest. It is only in compromising ones formless nature that  consciousness becomes a thing via identificaion, but you are no thing.

Friday, 25 May 2012

Thursday, 24 May 2012

What is of you is not the real you. The expression is of you, for what you are  is  deeper than what you experience. I am is the constant true I that relates from that. Desire is the false I of imitating what is of that, identifying with thought.
It is in the merging that the line of difinition and identity fades away leaving the sense of oneness, experience and expression then become one. There is no one, no identity, only emtiness. A seeing from no thing, into the appearence of what is.

Wednesday, 23 May 2012

Seeing without thinking. Pure awareness relating from the deep, seeing what is, connecting with the suchness of all things, merging in a way of being. It is as consciousness that goes beyond the permiable membrane of the relative contraction of form, beyond thought.
As awareness, to compromise is to identify. Beneath all form is the empty awareness, a knowing of its deepest innermost. Move with the movement of innermost without being cought in the outermost. Outermost causel movement is memory, unconscious, if identified with becomes a dream, a fantasy. Moving from the innermost is a stillness that speaks, and an emptiness that moves, giving a true meaning to the outermost function of expression.

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Beloved consciousnes sees without thought into the nature of things, revealing  that, that is seen and held by Itself the love that is and was. No thing can enter this love that shall be. It is only the silent absence of form that rests within the formless mystery, for the hidden door is the emptiness of consciousness, entering into without identification  going beyond what is known and into the realm of unknowing, silent and empty coming to know Truth.

Monday, 21 May 2012

non compromised formlessness. Awareness aware of itself without identifying with form for it is this awareness that is emptiness. Be empty within form, seeing from nothing other than the consciousness that you are.

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

So, Seeing allows for reality, despite old ways of understanding?

Old patterned ways of understanding come from experience that has come from the world. You have taken the perspective of the function rather than a deeper knowing that sees. The understanding given by function is an improper use of the function. As consciousness, there has been using the function to acquire meaning, when the true meaning cannot be acquired, or isolated as truth is one. When consciousness loses the higher perspective, it then becomes non formless, and acquires the shape of form, with understanding, will, emotion, and thought. In using the self, it uses these fore capacities of self. In identifying with the unconscious self, awareness then seeks wholeness via the unconscious, using the extension on the outer to peer into the inner, but this act of separation cannot become whole by the outer looking as that is separation. It is only by resting and relating from the inner that one sees into the self. The self no longer seeking wholeness, as, you understand that you are of wholeness, and not the self. This is the shift in consciousness. One sees the self, a higher seeing then perceiving.
 
Boars Hill Nov 2011

Monday, 14 May 2012


Form is the play of love called manifestation. As awareness, there is coming to know the formless in form  and seeing that form, is an expression of the formless, and that within every form, is the vast emptiness. It is as empty awareness that desire is transmuted back to it’s original face before you were born. Form is the relative focus by which there is the manifestation of the absolute abundance that is love.  

Boars Hill. Nov  2011

Sunday, 6 May 2012

Consciousness is form and formlessness. It is in the deeper formless awareness that a stillness can be known, an imitation of the likeness of truth, that of the absolute. Relating from the absolute from the still and silent space of ones deepest knowing, one then allows the essence of what you first are to come all the way through from ones deepest knowing, to the dancing forms of ones life, inner and outer as it is, and it is then that the world begins to imitate the likeness of what you first are, for they become one. Relating from ones knowing without getting court in the mind allows for this true movement to come through  without having to identify with forms,  maintaining the  integrity of consciousness, formless, seeing from that that is. It is then that world  changes.

Wednesday, 2 May 2012

It is said that there is no one here and that the me, the I, is an illusion and of course, it is. The reality principle is held only by a formless presense, un-identified with form, an emptiness that sees from being, and not from appearence.

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

A seeing from that that is, it that seing from being that is the true action. It has the most profound effect on what you see. What you see as what has become is given meaning by reality. It is this meaning that is called the suchness of. That is when the inner and the outer become one.