Walking Awake

Walking Awake

Thursday, 27 December 2012


You are not the body; the body arises out of you. Consciousness knows origin via its formlessness. Forming and rising expression is seen, not identified.


The world arises out of you; you are the portal between manifest and  un-manifest. Consciousness is all and knowing of no-thing. It is as is without thought defining it.


It is inner and outer without distinction because it merges, it does not objectify. It does not use understanding to know. Understanding arises out of pure knowing.


Do not understand this with your mind to say that you know. Know and die to understanding that is acquired so as to live the true knowing of this eternal field of underlying reality.

Tuesday, 25 December 2012


A shift in consciousness is a realignment to that, that is. One relates as awareness from a non perceptual paradigm. In relating from the origin and one, one comes into the true relation of being.

Ego is a reactive reality that moves from memory, unconsciousness. This rising I without recognition of its origin is in itself a blindness, a separation to a true recognition.

The Christ principle is the realisation of one's true nature via an unidentified, formless awareness. It is as awareness one awakens. Thought does not awaken. It is within the non-identified awareness that there can be the true merging to the true nature of all things via the one.

It is only as consciousness without attachment that one can realise via the formless knowing of the ultimate, and absolute reality of what one first is, and is of.

You cannot understand this with your mind. My death was not understood, it was in the cessation of all want and true acceptance of all things arising that there was a true realisation, death becomes then synonymous with awakening, coming from my own undoing, not thinking.

What awakened was that, that is prior to all thought. Formless consciousness realised without the need for outer forms to define this stunning formless reality, coming into an honest true expression, and seeing.

Sunday, 28 October 2012

From nothing is from the One.

Emptiness is the true state of liberation that can reflect the One, a non identified perceiving.

It is not a minds understanding but rather, a non thinking revelation of consciousness recognising its origin as formless.

Formless recognition is the Christ principle that knows Truth.

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Consciousness appearing as phenomena, observing from the unidentified formless. All form is unconscious made conscious by the experience of formless presence.

Wednesday, 17 October 2012

Everything merges within that, that is empty. I am experience, merging via a pure awareness that relates from a deeper meaning that comes through. The mystery is never solved as mind can only reflect a depth and not encapsulate, deeper it goes as to what you are. You are formless presence that listens to nothing that the mind can understand, only a pure knowing of complete unidentified awareness aware of its Origin, Conscious of a pure streaming that attention brings into creation.

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

Before the conditioned thought was the gaze into that becoming what is. Thought lost it's association to the origin of all things, seperating and dividing into the world of things, but you are not a thing, things cannot define you.
Beloved consciousness, the greatest recognition. Consciousness immitating the origin, merging, becoming one. One then sees from that. I am that. Realisation without thought or feeling, direct ecperience, the suchness of itself unto itself.

Sunday, 19 August 2012

Streaming consciousness via attention that is formless. Awareness that identifies becomes  separated from it's formless knowing of the deepest reality. Attention rests relating from a knowing of it's formless origin, or rests caught in the world of appearance, becoming that is at the cost of as is. Choiceless choice of consciousness maintaining formless integrity.

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

Beneath appearance is ones knowing that absorbs experience. Absorbing, and merging, relating from nothing, experiencing the becoming. There is no I, only formless presence, and it's experience of form in a non identified way of being.

Monday, 23 July 2012

Uncompromising formless consciousness without identification to form. No longer in the illusion, one is being in a form that is of consciousness. Consciousness relates from deeper than appearance, deeper than consciousness, relates from that. I am that.

Saturday, 14 July 2012

There is a higher consciousness that has no identification with thinking or feeling. Relating from this rare consciousness is known and described as emptiness. It is an awareness that merges and relates from the now.

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

5th June 11. London. Soho.

Awareness aware of what it knows to be true is a higher awareness than the discernment one has over Self. Discernment of Self is self reflection but if awareness is not aware of the greater meaning, value, then as awareness.... meaning is acquired in the Self, thus Self orientation occurs losing out on the true perspective, that of seeing from being.

Awareness realised of itself will be within the discernment no longer using Self rather, Just Seeing. This Seeing will come into the Self as the Self will fall into the unknown depths of what you first are. Sense to ones depth of being and being within the outer sense, embodying that that is.

Saturday, 16 June 2012

There is just a seeing from that, that you are, absolute. Relating from what cannot be understood, but known only by pure awareness, a pure empty, and non identified listening, that extends as consciousness with a deeper formless knowing of inner beloved absolute.

Tuesday, 12 June 2012



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Saturday, 9 June 2012

No longer identified with form there is instead a different recognition to reality, a reality no longer being the identified, imitation to form, appearing as a me. The me disintegrates, undoes and becomes instead a formless awareness. It is this formless awareness that is no one, or, the I am.

When as awareness, there has been a diss-identification, there has in process, a going beyond what you have acquired as reality. This process is the going beyond what you know, a going beyond what you have as awareness imitated as reality, but it is not reality, this is the dream.

Reality is that that is reflected by a non identified awareness, an emptiness that reflects a nothingness that is one in everything. A reflection of the very movement that the mind cannot grasp but, can reflect.

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

As awareness there is no me. Me exists only as awareness caught within an idea, that is all, a knowing that is dressed as this world of appearance. But beneath the cutting thread of light we call consciousness, there is a stillness that speaks prior to existence. It is the I am, a knowing that is clean, without stain, formless and merging. The merging of consciousness sees as is, the true nature of all things. The merging consciousness imitates truth both inner and outer, drawing no distinction to any form but merging instead with that, that is, as is true, essence of all things that come from no thing. There is no me, there is only the expression of as is, from the depths of I Am, coming into what is.

Thursday, 31 May 2012

I awoke in 1999. It was this shift in conscious perspective that was complete in it's own embodied understanding, a knowing  of absolute via a non identified awareness. There was a seeing that just was without any identity structure to interfer with an orientation for there was no one seeing, there just was seeing.

Seeing from the absolute, I came to know that as consciousness, I was of the absolute as expression, and it was the absolute movement that flowed through the awareness. As it was written, I am in the Father, and the Father is in me, I came to know that as formless consciousness, there was a complete imitation of truth , a merging with the one that I as naked awareness was of, and through that embodied consciousness came the movement of that, that is absolute and perfect, a seeing that administerd the essence of grace, pressense.

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Seeing into what is- from as is. This movement of seeing has it's origin within the eternal true movement that was, is, and shall ever be. This eternal movement is  gracious true non causal that changes the outerforms to that of the true expression to give of a true meaning.This integration is the play of consciousness coming to that truth in all form, inner and outer, merging, with no self orientation apart from that that is absolute.The empy nonidentified flow of consciousness  administers the goodness of innermost essense.

Monday, 28 May 2012

Truth by no system of thought resinant induced justice and mercy by that of the absalute. Seeing from a way of being by that, that has been freely given and not got. See naked as emptiness does by its submission to the deepest and beyond thought reality of that that is.
I talk of a reality that gives of it a true movement via an empty consciousness that is non-identified. The I that speaks of this is a knowing  that is given, and not acquired. what is got, is memory, but what is known and reflected, is reality.

Sunday, 27 May 2012

The absalute, the expression and the true movement. The Absalute is the ground of all being that all creation comes from. It is the Ultimate prime mover and reality that cannot be understood by the manipulation of form.

The expression is the first embodiment of this ground of being, an expression we call consciousness, a formless consciousness that Knows the Absolute, formless imitation of the likeness and quality of Truth.

The ground of being comes through the expression, and it is this sacred movement that we call the true movement of essence, love, intimacy. The expression, Consciousness becomes the channel for the true movement, essense of being.

Saturday, 26 May 2012

To understand is to connect by love, not by a system of thought. Only consciousness in it's attachment to form, can it come to know without using the outer system of expression that, that is deeper than form. Beneath form is the non-identified consciousness that knows truth by it's merging and imitation. The likeness of truth is love. Outer systems of expression can reflect but not understand love.
Negotiating form without compromising the formless conciousness that you are. Seeing beomes the true movement through forms memory, a flow of clean consciousness that is honest. It is only in compromising ones formless nature that  consciousness becomes a thing via identificaion, but you are no thing.

Friday, 25 May 2012

Thursday, 24 May 2012

What is of you is not the real you. The expression is of you, for what you are  is  deeper than what you experience. I am is the constant true I that relates from that. Desire is the false I of imitating what is of that, identifying with thought.
It is in the merging that the line of difinition and identity fades away leaving the sense of oneness, experience and expression then become one. There is no one, no identity, only emtiness. A seeing from no thing, into the appearence of what is.

Wednesday, 23 May 2012

Seeing without thinking. Pure awareness relating from the deep, seeing what is, connecting with the suchness of all things, merging in a way of being. It is as consciousness that goes beyond the permiable membrane of the relative contraction of form, beyond thought.
As awareness, to compromise is to identify. Beneath all form is the empty awareness, a knowing of its deepest innermost. Move with the movement of innermost without being cought in the outermost. Outermost causel movement is memory, unconscious, if identified with becomes a dream, a fantasy. Moving from the innermost is a stillness that speaks, and an emptiness that moves, giving a true meaning to the outermost function of expression.

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Beloved consciousnes sees without thought into the nature of things, revealing  that, that is seen and held by Itself the love that is and was. No thing can enter this love that shall be. It is only the silent absence of form that rests within the formless mystery, for the hidden door is the emptiness of consciousness, entering into without identification  going beyond what is known and into the realm of unknowing, silent and empty coming to know Truth.

Monday, 21 May 2012

non compromised formlessness. Awareness aware of itself without identifying with form for it is this awareness that is emptiness. Be empty within form, seeing from nothing other than the consciousness that you are.

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

So, Seeing allows for reality, despite old ways of understanding?

Old patterned ways of understanding come from experience that has come from the world. You have taken the perspective of the function rather than a deeper knowing that sees. The understanding given by function is an improper use of the function. As consciousness, there has been using the function to acquire meaning, when the true meaning cannot be acquired, or isolated as truth is one. When consciousness loses the higher perspective, it then becomes non formless, and acquires the shape of form, with understanding, will, emotion, and thought. In using the self, it uses these fore capacities of self. In identifying with the unconscious self, awareness then seeks wholeness via the unconscious, using the extension on the outer to peer into the inner, but this act of separation cannot become whole by the outer looking as that is separation. It is only by resting and relating from the inner that one sees into the self. The self no longer seeking wholeness, as, you understand that you are of wholeness, and not the self. This is the shift in consciousness. One sees the self, a higher seeing then perceiving.
Boars Hill Nov 2011

Monday, 14 May 2012

Form is the play of love called manifestation. As awareness, there is coming to know the formless in form  and seeing that form, is an expression of the formless, and that within every form, is the vast emptiness. It is as empty awareness that desire is transmuted back to it’s original face before you were born. Form is the relative focus by which there is the manifestation of the absolute abundance that is love.  

Boars Hill. Nov  2011

Sunday, 6 May 2012

Consciousness is form and formlessness. It is in the deeper formless awareness that a stillness can be known, an imitation of the likeness of truth, that of the absolute. Relating from the absolute from the still and silent space of ones deepest knowing, one then allows the essence of what you first are to come all the way through from ones deepest knowing, to the dancing forms of ones life, inner and outer as it is, and it is then that the world begins to imitate the likeness of what you first are, for they become one. Relating from ones knowing without getting court in the mind allows for this true movement to come through  without having to identify with forms,  maintaining the  integrity of consciousness, formless, seeing from that that is. It is then that world  changes.

Wednesday, 2 May 2012

It is said that there is no one here and that the me, the I, is an illusion and of course, it is. The reality principle is held only by a formless presense, un-identified with form, an emptiness that sees from being, and not from appearence.

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

A seeing from that that is, it that seing from being that is the true action. It has the most profound effect on what you see. What you see as what has become is given meaning by reality. It is this meaning that is called the suchness of. That is when the inner and the outer become one.

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

Alignment of awareness between that of form and that of unmanifest being. It is this realised consciousness of it's unmanifest origin that knows the I Am for it is the first embodiment of being

Resist to understand. You have never been born so the world of perception knows you not with it's understanding. You lie beneath silently watching a dream

Monday, 23 April 2012


Formless  awareness  is  empty as it is no longer a thing, it can then imitate that, that is deeper than form,  the unmanifest  innermost of being.  In that imitation there is a merging,  awareness and unknowing become one.
Awareness aware of what it first knows  remains formless with thought and form, thus merging with the outer. It is in this merging that one can truly experience from reality  into reality. From as is, into what is.

Merge to go home

To merge, is to go home. When as awareness there is a realisation of absolute within  as awareness, there can be a merging-an imitation of that that is, you are aware of, and the same as, the two become one. You become that within truth, and truth is within you.

As consciousness imitating what one first is, one becomes the Know-er. Out of the origin of the one comes all things. The knowing is the one, and understanding is the relative thought of all that splits the capacity to reflect.
There is no trying  or endeavouring to be spiritual but instead, there is the seperated thought that asks for wholeness, a thought that enquires into spirit rather than thought being made whole by spirit, the  reality that underlies it, a love  that cannot be entered into by thought.

Reflect that that you are without understanding and allow the mystery  as a depth in you to reflect that as is beauty and reality, as a living word that falls bellow all understanding.

Friday, 20 April 2012

What you see is what you know, the appearance of things. But where you see from is not a thing, and where you see from has greater meaning than things.

We embody that that we are and what is, you see from nothing, but that nothing is the mystery, that cannot be understood, cannot be grasped but instead, can be reflected.

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

I am nothing that can be described by the mind, one can only know via an emptiness of awareness. Being caught within the outer expression becomes desire, you become a thing, a custom that is relative to the outer dimension of mind, of expression. The alienated outer expression is distorted by a perspective that doesn't fall deeper than form, thus one doesn't see, rather, one can only think, or seek. But by being honest one becomes as consciousness clean of any attachment that does not define what you first are. It is then that one can know without the distortion of using any understanding. It is silence that is as pure consciousness that one can reflect a deeper depth than form, a way of being that is bellow time, that is eternal, one can then see from this dimension. A way of being that is true to what you first are. You are no one being within the person that reflects a way of being as the primary reality.

Friday, 13 April 2012

Everything falls away in terms of identity because you don't identify anymore, it's that that's been the illusion, the grand covering of reality. You yourself have been the greatest conspiracy to truth, your own idea covering the formless reality of the face before you were born, but now, there's the seeing of the immaculate edge to form that continues as an attachment but with a depth into a mystery that defines nothing but what you first are, an absolute mystery seeing itself and expressing itself, Seeing from nothing into what is, bridged by an emptiness that is as is, I am.

Thursday, 12 April 2012

A talk in London

Be as consciousness knowing what is real within you, a deeper reality than thought. Allow there to be an ecceptance of mind and thought without identification, maintain honesty. Do not create an idea to become still, instead, as consciousness be empty, and merge with being within and without.

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

To merge is to go home. When as awareness there is a realisation of absolute within, as awareness there can be a merging, and an imitation of that that is. You are aware of, and the same as, the two become one. You become that within truth, and truth is within you, there is no division, only source and it's expression.

As consciousness imitating what one first is, one becomes the Know-er. The knowing is the one that knows without thought it's source and true nature, a knowing that precedes all understanding that divides and manifests thought. Thought is the reflection that the knowing sees.

Monday, 2 April 2012

You awaken to what you are as pure consciousness, a consciousness that is unidentified with form, seeing from a shifted place that doesn't exist in the world of appearence and yet appearence is of it.
As awareness there is the choice that resides between the two dimensions making them one, or separate.

A choice is one of honesty and surrender. As awareness there is being honest by knowing what is going on in the outer reflection of what you are being. Honesty is not identifying rather, just knowing what you are being. This type of awareness comes to know the deeper origin of form and consciousness untill awareness surrenders to a deeper way of being. It is this being that becomes the new movement, a new consciousness.
As is the absolute. From that that is, there is nothing that can be added or taken away, wholeness and complete.

The coming into is the first embodiment, that of pure consciousness, an emptiness. It is the emptiness without agenda or need that relates from what it first knows as true.

An honest consciousness can merge formless in the world of appearence, relating from the deeper reality of no thing.

Saturday, 31 March 2012

Thought arises out of memory triggered by the appearance of things. Thought exists within form but beyond it's permeable membrane does go the presence of that that has not been born, an emptiness that exists between two worlds of reality and reflection, inner and outer becoming one by that that is the true meaning of what is, and what is becoming.
Allow your mind to be empty with an awareness that knows it's formlessness, a formlessness that cannot be perceived but rather only known without thought. Instead by a stillness of mind that aligns to the mystery, it is in this alignment that thought becomes I am.

Seeing then that I am is the first embodiment of no thing coming into form, it is the consciousness of no thing that is first into creation, and it is within the creation of things that it is forgotten.

It is then that awareness imitates that that is formless, where all things come from but without any identification to the transient, and sentient. It is in this that one remembers ones true nature.
I am is the consciousness one has that relates from what you first are, what cannot be understood.

Form is the consciousness of all that is coming from the one.

I am sees from the mystery into all things, giving the meaning that is by that that gives and not acquires. I am knows not by thought but by an emptiness that reflects a formless reality.

Saturday, 24 March 2012

Seeing is the silent witness without identification with the outer self, a consciousness that is clean and honest.

A Seeing consciousness knows it's formless nature thus it can imitate that that is, and In imitating that beyond the permeable membrane of form is thus the play of expression reflecting truth and a deeper than form knowing that only awareness without identification can come to know.

Friday, 23 March 2012

Alignment of awareness between that of form and that of unmanifest being. It is this realised consciousness of it's unmanifest origin that knows the I Am for it is truly the first embodiment of that that is.

Fear to know and resist to understand. You have never been born so the world of perception knows you not with it's understanding, you lie beneath silently watching a dream.
As consciousness you see into form as a curious awareness that relates from the such-ness of a true nature that cannot be understood.

Into form is the embodying factor of a love that moves via a still un-manifest promise of all things.

Seeing is moving as consciousness, being in and not doing anything, just moving and relating from what is to become, that inner being, that is as a true reflection of a love that comes to know itself.

Saturday, 17 March 2012

I'm conscious only, a consciousness that is empty and that is not identified with form. Consciousness identified with form creates desire, a psychic charge that is distorted in it's true knowing of origin. consciousness is empty, reflecting that that cannot be named, origin of that that is before all form.

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Merging is the such experience to a way of being, becoming one with the objective and subjective forms.

Saturday, 25 February 2012

When as awareness going home, Awareness imitates what cannot be understood rather, awareness imitates that that can be reflected via the attachment that awareness has with outer consciousness. The inner becomes the outer via emptiness, a consciousness that doesn't identify with form, reflecting instead the deepest of true nature via the formless consciousness that knows without thought it's origin.
Reality can never be mastered by the outer faculties of expression such as mind, will, or emotion. Controlling reality by expression would be foolish.

Allowing the outer vehicles of expression to become still by a consent that comes from ones own innermost being, this simple movement of ones innermost is what masters the self and only then, does reality come into the self in a way of being that is aware of itself, for itself, unto itself. The expression reflects then a simple reality much profound than what you think.

Thursday, 16 February 2012

Not identified with ones own perception of reality, one casts no judgement. It is in this that one does, relating from that, that is above thought.

Thursday, 9 February 2012

When we are in a state of pure awareness, we recognise that there is no form, only formlessness - a vast emptiness. This is where there is no line drawn, no definition. There is only an awareness which is conscious of its formless nature, of the vast emptiness beneath all form.

Saturday, 4 February 2012

Seeing from a surrendered awareness of what you know is true, an awareness merging with that, that is, that you are of.

It is from this state of true being that one begins to see from the suchness of what you first are into the true nature of all things.

There is no division between the nature of you and all things, no line drawn between what you think, and what you are.
Emptiness beneath all form as there is no longer identification, no identity, only empty awareness. Honesty of existence in the likeness of no thing.

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

Empty awareness always has it's origin as it's first love, as there is only one love. Love comes to love. Awareness abides formless within the unmanifest possibility of all things. Unattached and non identified, empty, reflecting the secret origin of one.

Monday, 16 January 2012

The third person says do, do to understand that you may be true.

Think to find reality.

Feel to revel in the higher way of being.

Upon awakening, the way is to just see.

Everything else remains the same.

Friday, 6 January 2012


Formless awareness merging with the innermost, for it is as awareness one can access ones inner nature, for no outer vehicle of expression can take you there, no thought or feeling.

Awareness is consciousness that, by the relative focus of personal self, can one come to know the absolute nature of all things. You are of that, that cannot be named, one can only merge, and be it.